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Tuesday, July 15, 2008 ( 9:31 AM )
why are the past bugging me?
where are the words to start anew?
i've succeeded to turn over a new leaf like finally.
but, someone obviously dont think so.
its just so heartbreaking when the words come from the one you love dearly.
its like smashing a glass pane with a construction hammer.
what should i do?
what should i do other than to prove that i've changed?
i know that's not enough.it's never enough.
when i told her the truth, she cant accept it but she want to know about it.
i just dont understand.
if i kept it as a secret, we quarrel.and if i dont, we quarrel too.
what should i do?
im lost..
everything dawns to me that what happens in this relationship are all my fault.
yes, i know that.bt aren't i making use of this chance to prove that im unlike before?
way unlike before.
nvm,if u already chose to give up on this relationship because of me,
just go ahead.
'let me bear all the pain.im ready to face it.
though its painful.
i have to accpt the consequences.
no running away.