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Tuesday, December 11, 2007 ( 10:00 AM )
as a ALLAH's khalifah, i have failed to do what is supposed to be done.
i did not abide by HIS rules and regulations.
i am a failure.
i am damned.
now, i feel as though i am losing everything in life.
my family, relationships and etc.
its just 1 way now.
to start abiding HIS rules and do what i supposed to be done as a khalifah
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yesterday night, i am crying for the whole night and doesn't have a good night sleep.
i just keep thinking about her.
her words that what was said.
it touches my heart.
and 1 of them is this 'syg syg syg.......syg syg syg......syg syg syg?'
i finally got what is meant.
and for now i just couldnt msg her anymore.
for 1 week.
my hp is spoilt and no money to repair and buy a new 1.
its all due to the late pay check.
its frustrating.
it feels like hell.
i feel empty and emo without her.
the feeling is like being murdered but worse than it.
it is just undescribable.
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to:bibi.
i am fine.
my whole day is great.
i ate sandwhich for lunch in school.
i miss u.
how i long to meet u.
haiz.
but..nvm.
i uunderstand truly.
hope you are fine without me by your side.
just remember that i always remember you.
and loving you.
muacks.