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Monday, October 1, 2007 ( 10:38 AM )
my life changed ever since i joined RP.
RP changed me from a cheerful into a moody guy.
i dont know what happen to me these days but i just get angry.
no matter who,when,how,why,what.
i feel that i am getting pathetic as days pass.
my life has turned into a cage.
stuck in a word, immobolized.
i am now keeping it all,the feelings.
i am still holding on, keeping cool.
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she called me yesterday.
talked for 2 hrs.
maybe.
but to the end, i just give a cold shoulder to her.
i am acting cold towards her.
i dont know why.
maybe i was angry at her.
i felt i was neglected when we are talking.
haiz.
nvm.
i understand.
i just felt that i am being pessimistic.
i was just confused.
my mind is blank right now.
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i love u.
never once i thought that i would hurt you in such a way.
i promised that i will change.
wait till 6th nov 07.
till then ,
CHAOZ....
YOURS TRULY,
FIFIe
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to: blogger
i wil blog to you when im nt bz.
aitez?
gtg.
to mend myself and make amendments.
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