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Monday, August 6, 2007 ( 8:32 PM )
i dont know what happens to me today.
the painful memories that i experienced 11 years ago returned.
it was triggered after hearing someone's sarcastic remark.
time and again he repeats it.
but i understand his feelings.
i experinced a whole lot of verbal abuse.
it was like since i was in P1 -P6.
since pri 1, i was called a fatso and suay.
this all happens when i pri 1, my team lost in an event.
we got forth.
hais.
and in primary school i dont really talk.
and my primary school 'friends' would call me 'gemok bisu'
i would ignore what they say.
and they will continue to taunt me with abusive words.
i shall not type it.
this goes on and i never reveal it to anyone.
i am only exposing it now.haiz.
nvm.
6 years of primary school is HELL as i am very fat or obese.
and get verbally abused and bullied.
and everytime this painful memories returns, i would walk or spend my time alone.
how i hope i can be anti-social again and shut my mouth.
ignore everything that's happening around me.
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